The countdown has begun

Yesterday, I did some retail therapy that lifted my mood, a little. We went to Babies R Us, which is my least favorite store, but I needed to get a couple of things there so I sucked it up and went. I got some nursing pjs to wear at the hospital and some other nursing apparel. In the midst of getting ready for Pink3 I realized I couldn't find any baby washclothes, so I got a pack of those, too. For some reason, those pajamas and buying something new made me feel better, don't judge...

Today, we're wrapping up some loose ends. Doing laundry, finishing up some school lessons, last minute cleaning. Kevin defends his proposal tonight. My C-section is scheduled for tomorrow afternoon at 5pm. And, I can't eat or drink anything after 6am tomorrow morning. I'm not getting up early just to eat, so I plan on having an excellent meal tonight, somewhere. And, Money Saving Mom informed her readers that Cold Stone is giving away free ice cream tonight. I may have to add that to our list of things to do.

Don't know if I'll post again for awhile, check Kevin's blog for name, stats, pix and updates.

Today's Thoughts

Today we found out that I'll have a c-section this Friday. Pink3's head is still up and the Dr. didn't think she would move any time soon. I was so looking forward to having a Jacuzzi tub in the labor room, having a queen size bed in the recovery room, and having the chance to have a "normal" delivery. I felt like, after going through the first 2 births, I knew what to expect and do this time around. To say I'm disappointed would be a severe understatement. I don't want to have a c-section, I don't want to pay for a c-section, I don't want to recover from a c-section. But I do want what's best for this precious baby inside me, no matter what. I'm just so sad, though. I can't get over this feeling of disappointment. I feel like I'm having the baby blues before I even get to meet her.

On the bright side, I'm grateful that we're in Wichita, that we're close to family, and that I know God is going to take care of us.

"The Lord is righteous in all his ways and loving toward all he has made. The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. " Psalm 145:17,18

And, as if we didn't have enough going on, Kevin is incredibly busy at work right now. We didn't realize this would be such a busy season for him when we "planned" all of this. He is also defending his dissertation at KU on Thursday. Please pray that will be a great and rewarding experience for him. Or that he'll just get through it.

I'm headed to the park with the girls this afternoon. It's beautiful outside today. Hopefully the great outdoors will help lift my spirits, and give me an idea as to what to do for supper! Not doing MPM this week is already taking it's toll...

Best and Worst....

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times." This quote comes to me as a think of pregnancy. This is my 3rd pregnancy, maybe (with a tear in my eye) my last. Each one has been so different, and yet I've experienced many of the same symptoms with each one. They are all miracles and I can't believe God has blessed us with these precious children.

Avery Elizabeth
The best-finally getting to experience being pregnant, after almost 3 years of trying. The anticipation that comes with the 1st baby. Getting to buy new clothes and things for "pink." Having a wonderful doctor.
The worst-I got sick EVERY day until my 13th week. Being 1000 miles away from any family. Not getting an epidural when I wanted it b/c my platelets were too low.


McKenna Grace
The best-getting pregnant without worrying about trying. It just happened. Being back "home" in Kansas with family. Finding a great doctor in a small town. Finding out she was "pink" too.
The worst-having high blood pressure, pre-eclampsia. Having to do stress tests, protein tests, being on bed-rest the last 4 weeks. Not having good insurance.


"Pink 3"
The best-getting to be a SAHM during this pregnancy. Not having to work, or worry about work during this time (yes, I do work part time-but just on Fridays during the college semester, so I haven't worried about it during the summer months). Finding another great doctor. No morning sickness. Talking with Avery and McKenna about the baby, what she'll look like, how she's growing in my tummy. Not having the medical issues I had with McKenna (yet). Having good insurance again.
The worst-sciatic nerve pain. It's almost unbearable some days. I had this, mildly, with the first 2, but this is by far the worst. Wondering how in the world am I going to work (just 1 day/week), homeschool, take care of the home, my husband, my 2 older kids, and a baby. I know tons of moms do it, but I haven't, yet. Realizing that this may be my last biological pregnancy. All of the unknowns that come with having a baby.

Alright, your turn, Moms, Mums (for you, Lakeland Jo) AND Dads-what are your best and worst times of pregnancy?